Inner Happiness

It has only been a few short weeks since my long-time boyfriend of 3 1/2 years broke off our relationship and it seems weird to not be sad, to not feel heartbroken or alone but the truth is i think i had come to grips with the ending of our relationship years ago and didn't have the strength to speak up and stand up for myself. Now that I have I don't feel that linger of wanting to stay at home, curled up in blankets with a tub of icecream and crying while watching bridget jones over and over again..truth be told i dont feel sad at all i feel like i have been waiting for a long time to move on and now that there is finally closure to the relationship i feel like to some people i should be waiting a certain amount of time before start meeting new people and moving on and i dont feel like i need to. I am ready to move on, on to someone who will make me happy, onto someone who will think the world of me and cherish our relationship.. so here i find myself saying eff you guys and your 'relationship break up rules' because i am done and i am moving on and i don't need to feel guilty for being happy.. i shouldnt have to fight a feeling away just because other people think that it may be wrong, so enough, i am through with looking out for other people and including their opinons in my decision, for once, i am putting me first and going after what makes me happy.