In the blink of an eye, you were gone

How about for just today we get to be in love. For just today its just you and me. No one else. How about for today i can forgive you for everything that you did, didnt do, said, didnt say. How about for just today we go back to that one moment where everything was perfect, where everything aligned. That day when we were so happy that even our tears fell with smiles. Just give me that one moment back because I just want to remeber it and cherish it. I have already let it slip so far from my memories and I just want one more second with it, one more minute to remeber it so strongly that it feels real. Where I can remeber what the stubble on your face felt like, the smell of your hair bristling my face as i kissed your ear, the way my fingers fell upon your bones, the way it felt to kiss you as passionately as i could and still feel like it was never going to be enough to keep you with me.

I know that you arent a part of my life anymore, I know you never will be again, and I now know that I don't want you in my life ever again - I still can't help myself from daydreaming about those memories and praying that for just one more second I could bask in them. I miss you more than I think you will ever understand and I hate that you will never be close enough for me to tell you this.