I wont break your heart just because I can.

I remeber being a little girl and being told that when you least expect it love will come knocking at your door; when you are not looking for love it will land in your lap. What I was not prepared for is to deal with all of the men that fall into your lap when you're not looking but that you don't want. Or that you don't know if you want. Well here I am basking in the glory of feeling desired, beautiful, unattainable but then my realist self drags me back into reality. Just because I am enjoying feeling this way and messing with all of these men I cannot do this without warning for them. It's not fair and I know better than to break hearts just because I can.