I just cannot be your girl.

After weeks of toying with the idea of letting myself fall for you I finally realized the decision had already been made for me. While I was busying deciding if I could love you or even give you the opportunity to sweep me off my feet, I finally realized that I just don't want to. If I wanted to be with you there would be nothing to think about, it wouldnt a game of what excuse do i pull out today to blow off our date, or leave your messages unresponded to for hours. If I truly was interested - even a little bit, I would be excited, eager, nervous to even just hear your voice. I can't pretend I am interested, I can't pretend I could be good for you. I just don't feel the same. I'm sorry but I just can't be your girl.