Chronic Heartbreaker

I feel like such a wreck. Why do I keep fucking with all of these men's heads? Seriously. I need to get myself under control. It's like I can't even convince myself to care. I want them all. I don't want tell them about other people. I want them to love me. I want them to want me. I want them to not want me. I want them to fight for me. Seriously I need to get things under control before I start breaking hearts faster than I can fix them. But for now..maybe I'll sleep in and hide under the covers and Mr.Perfect will find me and knock some sense into me?