4.27.2010

Peace The Fuck Out.

Well what the fuck?
Apparently I have picked up being a chronic heartbroken lover, an alcoholic, and a chain smoker and an adreneline junkie.
So much for sweet and innocent.

Stop fucking with me.
Stop draging me through your bullshit.
Stop expecting me to fall for your lies.
Stop thinking with your dick.
Stop telling me all the right things.
Stop fucking with me.
Stop laying in my bed telling me you could change my life and then fucking leave me to figure your shit out.
Fucking figure your shit out before you pull prince charming.

Or wait, reality check - i need to stop falling for your fucking game.
You're a fool. You're a confused fool who let me believe for a second that you could be a man that would change my shitty ass perspective on men.
Thanks for making me feel as though i am worthy of wonderful love and then stand back while you drag me face first through the gravel road.
Fuck you and your selfish dick moves.
Fuck you for not letting me out when I had the chance.
Fuck you for telling me you were over her and that you really want to be with me, even after the numerous times of me asking if you wanted time and that i would take a back seat til you were ready to consider things.
Fuck you for seeing her again and again to talk things out.
Fuck you for telling her about me without considering my feelings in the matter.

And lastly, fuck you for thinking I will stick around while you figure your shit out. I am not and will not be your woman so fuck you for thinking so small of me.

No comments:

Post a Comment