4.17.2010

Open your heart, its not that hard to pick up the pieces.

Someone gave me some honest truths about me and in the end I came out feeling even more empowered. Yes, I am vulnerable, I am passionate, I am emotional - I am everything that frightens a man from loving me. I will love you fully and completely. I will not back down, I will not pretend. In the end, this means that I get hurt easily but I put myself out there and I won't give up. I know I deserve love. I know the dissapointing love that i experienced and the lies that you told me, the hurtful things you did to me, that is not love. I deserve so much more. I always put myself out there but i am also a strong woman who has always been able to pick myself up afterwards. You are such a stupid man to think you could have held back this free spirit. You are such a fool.

I will never stop loving, I will never stop searching, I will never be the girl that gets frightened away from love, I will never be the woman who shys away because its too painful, I will never put up a wall, I will always be open to love.

Even though I cry somedays and sometimes its hard to stand tall I wake up each day with a smile on my face because I know that love will come for me one day.

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